Its been awhile!

I have been working so much I haven't gotten the chance to write at all. But now it is 11:46 p.m. I just got home from watching fireworks with T and Caydance. I am so dead tired but it occured to me that I now is the perfect opertunity to write! SO here I am :) I am so excited the AJ is here! She is so sweet and I am thrilled to have a third beautiful Niece and my first Goddaughter. The evening after she was born I got robbed at work. I am so sick of all the crap at that store. It will be a relief when I can move to a different store and actually get to work with out a gun being pointed in my face. We did all the math and figured that we get robbed on an average of once every 12.85 days. The chance that a employee will be robbed with in there first month is like thirty percent or some thing. It just doesn't make sense to me. Why subway? Is jail worth the 25-170 bucks you are going to get from our little store? Why not go all the way and hit a gas station or bank or hotel or some thing that will have a little more cash on hand than us? lol What ever.
It is finally the weekend and I get to play with my girl for the next two days. I went to taylorsville dayz the last two nights to watch shows and fireworks. I loved it both nights it was so fun. they had a beatles cover band the first night. ( Awesome) and tonight they had a Niel Diamond wanna be and he wasn't bad either. I might go to the toelle art festival tomorrow, If so ill let you know how it goes. Nigh night. I am falling asleep while I am typing lol

Saturday Night 10:49 PM

I feel like writing but I don't have much to talk about today. This morning I opened. It was a very nice change from closing like I normally do :) I got to go in to the store and open up and then leave it for some one else lol I love opening. I used to open every day and I can't wait to get back to that schedule so I can have a life again. Dad got T's crib today. It is so so beautiful. I got to see it when I got home from work all set up in her room and I just absolutely love it. It is darker wood and it curves a little instead of the normal straight sides. I am going to post a picture here for you guys to see. He bought bedding to and its super cute but doesn't really match the room so I am going to visit the store and see if they will let me exchange it for another set that will match better. :) I am so so thankful to dad. This will be mine and T's birthday and Christmas presents this year lol He shouldn't have spent as much as he did so I totally owe him. I feel like I owe every one lol I get so much help and I cant thank every one enough. Couldn't do it with out all this support (as much as I like to think I could lol)
T and I went to see the new Adam Sandler movie, "Don't mess with the Zohan" It was really funny. She is finally to that age where she wont sit still or fall asleep for the movie anymore. She just keeps talking and laughing and trying to climb down to play on the nasty nasty floor lol. I guess its no more movies for mommy for a while. Thats ok though :) She is doing the funniest new crawl now where she is half walking half crawling. She goes on her hands and feet instead of her hands and knees lol It is to funny. I can't wait to see every one at breakfast tomorrow and I am excited for dinner to. I am cooking! Woo Hoo I love family dinners!

It's almost the weekend FINALLY

Tukker got her new car seat! She is officially a big girl! I went down to the safe kids coalition and got her a new big girl car seat for almost no cost for me. She gets her new crib tomorrow and I will be taking pictures for sure to post here for all of you to see. :) I will be working tomorrow from 8 to 5 then coming home to prepare my delicious dish for the family dinner on Sunday!

There you go mom :)

Mom said my other song was depressing and it really is if you don't listen to the whole thing so I changed it :) Don't wanna seem depressed all the time. I am still trying to figure out how to get it to auto start when you open the blog but for now you will all still have to hit play. :) Sorry

T is growing so so fast!

My baby is getting so big. She is almost a year old now I can't hardly believe how fast it has gone by! I get sad thinking of all the things I must have missed this first year due to having to work as a single mom. It makes me sad but also proud. That baby loves me to death and my heart melts every time I walk in the room and see her beautifull face light up. We struggle and strive to get things figured out and do it right but when the day ends and I snuggle her up in her bed tight and see how happy and healthy she is I don't care one bit that I just worked a ten hour shift. We do so well and even when I am lonely or upset I know that it doesn't matter. I love being a mommy so so much and I wouldn't go back and change it for the world. Her first birthday is going to be awesome. I am enjoying watching her little white teeth come through and seeing her stumble around trying to walk like a big girl. She is so great and by far my best friend. Were a team and I couldn't ask for a better partner.

It's My Birthday!!! Yay 20!

Well its my birthday and its not so bad after all. I had a meeting this morning that was good and I work at two. I get to spend a few hours inbetween with my girl so im having a good day :) I feel happy to be 20 :) Not as old as I though it was back when I was like fifteen lol. I had a blast on our camping trip this weekend even though I accidentally ditched every one sunday morning ( sorry about that again) :> whoops. Work is getting better and better. I am having fun getting to know every one. I have not hung out with Noah who I mentioned before. at least not yet. I have been talking to another guy who I really like. I am certain it wont go anywhere because there are complications lol but He is a great guy and will hopefully turn out to be a good friend for a long time! I better get going so I can get ready for work and clean up my house :) Hope your all having a good day! HAppy happy third anniversary to Dad and Christy!

I am sooooo ready for this weekend!

I can't wait to get away! Work is getting so much better but I am still stressed out and ready for a break. I hate being away from Tukker all the time and I feel like I am always at work!!! But at least now work goes by quick and its a job that I like. That makes it a lot easier. I am not bringing T to the Gorge this weekend because its Fathers day weekend so I feel like I should let David keep her. It will be kinda nice to have a carefree weekend to just relax and take a break but I miss her so so so much every day I am afraid I will have a hard time having any fun with out her :) I will make it fun anyway. I am going to bring Steph with me and that will be nice. It is great having her home again from Oregon. I need her some times. She is a good out let for stress:) I got picked up by a customer at work who seems really nice not like a perv lol So I have been talking to him a little. I will keep you updated :) His name is Noah.